Where the hell have you all gone? Andrew, did you want Grey' Anatomy last night? Wasn't that fucking awesome!?

I've been in a bit of trouble lately with OSAP and financial aid. My money has not been transfered to my account yet and I don't know what to do. If I can't get that money, then I'm going to be kicked out of the program unless mommy/granny/grandpa pitch in the extra grand for me. I'm just really pissed because I'm not the one at fault and neither the office, OSAP or the bank is taking the fall for this, they just keep shooting the shit at each other and I still lose either way. And not only the loan, but I can't get my scholarship until that money gets processed through to the office, and I need to claim that scholarship by January.

And it's not like I can call for help because I end up crying histerically when I'm on the phone to strangers. I don't know why it happens, but it does.

What the hell am I supposed to be doing now?

So, the part-time child wants a puppy, and because the universe revolves around her we have to get one.

If anyone has any pups or knows of anyone who has pups can you let me know?

Why do people stay in relationships with people thay make them cry/murder? Boggles my mind it does.

And why has everyone taken night shifts? Work 9-5 like me you bastards.

Anyway, does anyone know how to set up a paypal account or what information I need to do so? I could just read the instructions on the site, but the words are too complicated for my brain. I think I need diagrams and someone to hold my hand.

Drag Fest was pretty damn cool. Amanda managed to win a time trial against a Dodge Caravan (ok, so it's no speedy zoom zoom car, but it was still exciting) and her dad was really cool with the Trans Am. She's trying to teach me standard, but I keep stalling the car.

Dude, what is there to do in Thunder Bay, culturual wise? My co-worker is here from out of the country and wants to do some exploring and see Canada in all it's Canadian glory.

I have no idea how to interpret this. On the one hand I'd love to say Nelly Furtado has sold out and I miss her wholesome look. But at the same time, this sounds better then her past stuff.

Either way, the fact that she's given birth to a human baby and dresses like that freaks me the fuck out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5rt5dYf6Km4

Yay, a drunk on my doorstep...

I'm seriously trying to figure out what this new MTV Canada is. Is it poking fun of all of the people on the shows that they show? It is poking fun at the regular folks that can't afford the rich lifestyles of the people on the shows? I just don't get it!

Like this My Super Sweet Sixteen. Clearly you have to sign up to be on it, but at the same time just watching it you want to laugh histerically at the girls involved, as well as smack them for having that much money to spend (or rather their parents for having that much money to spend). And Laguna Beach? I can't say I've ever been able to watch it for more than a minute without getting bored. It's not even really mock-worthy, just "here's some semi-attractive rich kids and their dramas which are not even that dramatic, go to"

Is it a bad thing when driving with your mother causes so much stress that you have this desire to swerve into oncoming traffic just so the ride will be over with and she'll shut the fuck up?

Oh my god it does exist! It was funny for about 5 seconds until I finally clicked one of the pictures. I really hope this person isn't taking their work too seriously because... robot on robot action is just a tad creepy...

EDIT: The sad thing I just realised, none of it's Megatron/Optimus Prime, which means I'm half wrong...

I am so pumped for college now. One of my mothers coworkers is best friends with the head of the multimedia program and he's shown him some of my work. He says he's looking forward to meeting me and that my work is really good! Tom's also going to show me around the building so I know where my classes are, and I won't have to worry about showing up not knowing where everything is. Now I just have to remember to not be naked and I'm set.

Hi Erin! Pelvic THRUST!

Does anyone know (and I'm probably asking the wrong people here) if there are any James Bond Action Figures/Dolls for sale in town? Comic book stores? Specifically the Sean Connery versions?

I want to get one for Grandma for Mother's Day (mom's taking the idea for herself, the idea whore!) and I want to know if there are any around. I remember they had them in the comic book store when I was in Sudbury, but a) that was Sudbury, not Thunder Bay, and b) that was 4-5 years ago. I didn't get them then because I was broke, but I want to get at least one now.

Well, I nearly died today on the way home cause some fucking cunt couldn't wait one minute at the light and decided to run through a red. I was lucky I looked up at the last minute or else I would have been clipped. I really fucking hate these asshole Thunder Bay drivers who I swear to God have never read the driver's handbook. It says practically on the first page "PADESTRIANS HAVE THE RIGHT OF WAY, ALWAYS"

And wouldn't you know, the soccer-mom broad was driving a big fucking SUV and didn't even notice that she nearly killed me. Grrrrr, these people make me so mad!

I want to go see a movie tonight or something. The prospect of spending a Saturday night at home seems incredibly depressing and pathetic today of all days. I want to go see Silent Hill.

And I've finally seen Boondock Saints. Love it. I finally know what a bulldyke looks like now.

EDIT: Ok, me and Amanda are going to the 10 o'clock show, so if anyone else wants to come, meet us there at 9:30.

I'm applying for a job at the Fashion Outlet store on Arthur street! It was kind of crazy because we went there because mom had to go find some pants to match the jacket her mother-in-law got her. I've never been in there before (well, I have never been in that MALL before either) and I really liked everything. Some of it's old granny but I liked the corset tops and skirts and bags and hats and shoes and yeah. So even though I didn't have my resume or even know the lady, I asked her if she was hiring. She was really excited that I had asked because it was her last day working there and they were going to need more help so yeah. It might be a little complicated because the evening shift starts at 2:45 (when I'm in fucking Interior Design) and the demos are on the weekends, namely Saturday and Sunday (when I'm working at my other job). Plus I was planning on working for Bryan and Andrew over the summer, and with this new job I don't know, but still, yay! Mummy was really impressed that I just asked her for the job, but she keeps making fun of me for it, saying I asked for the job because I like sparkly things :(

Ok, maybe I do like sparkly things... and that IS partly why I asked for the job... partly.

But to think just 15 minutes earlier I was thinking of asking for a job at Dairy Queen!

Nuuuuuu!!! I don't know, Chellsea, if you're going to get this on time, but if anyone else if going to the movie tonight, just know that I can't come. Sorry :(

I still have to make a title page and color the little dudes, but it's practically done! YES!

A Sneak Peek before tomorrow

God does not approve of the Children's Story. I've been inking in some of the sketches and it's starting to run out. And because it's the long weekend, I don't think the Painted Turtle will be open tomorrow, so I can't run over when I go to work.

But I've done the following letters: A, B, F, G, I, M, N, P, Q, R, V, X and Z (that does not mean all are inked or coloured though)

ETA: Nevermind, I got the pens :D

Well, I got my portfolio marks from Sheridan. At first I was happy, because considering I had made the entire thing within a day after I asked Scott when it was due and he looked at me for about a minute and saying "Uh, today?"

But then looking through, I kind of hate them now, and I think the people who work there are severely fucked. First of all, how am I supposed to show a plot or storyline in my still life drawings? It's a picture of a hand, how is that supposed to have a plot.

Second, the life drawings, I got all of the marks for believable character and structure and blah blah blah. If you were there with me that day you would know that I did not have any real life models, I based them all off of imagination. My hands though, were not believable enough and did not have proper proportions and structure. I actually had a model for the hands...

And I did not have any creativity except for my personal artwork (somewhat understandable, but I still put some effort into the others). I also left no overall impact and did not have the "WOW" factor. So now I feel angry.

My step-grandmother is driving me absolutely insane! First, I'm a bad person because I'm an athiest. Now she's calling at odd hours of the day to talk to mom and gets mad when we're a) never there or b) it's too early in the morning or too late at night to answer. First she called at like, 7 in the morning when the only person awake is maybe Colin, and then at 12 at night just as we all went to bed. Who the fuck?

I just severly want to lash out and just rub it in her face, the whole new Judas did not betray Jesus thing. As bad as I feel for the people who have spent how long worshipping a person who may not have actually been the son of God, I do feel a little satisfaction at pointing this out to her.